I am T a l i t h a

Look into my eyes

Tell me what you see.
When I look at you I see many things.
Sometimes I see pity, sorrow
or indifference in your eyes.
Many times you glance and quickly look away
and our eyes never meet.
Other times you stare but I don't see compassion
which I fail to understand.
Very rarely I see special eyes.
Eyes that connect with mine and with my inner being
eyes that understand me, that laugh with me
or well up with tears when I smile.

Look into my eyes and open your mind
and you will see the eyes of a little girl.
Sometimes wide with curiosity and wonderment
at the world of which I am part of.
Other times filled with pain, bewilderment
or the frustration which comes from being trapped
in a body that does not function as required.
But if you take the time and look at me,
you will see that my soul is alive and my heart is pure.
I have desires and I am capable of many things.
You will share in my anticipation, curiosity and joy.
but most of all you will experience my love.

2004